But I’m not gonna go.
I probably won’t have the money
and
I never liked Bullet For My Valentine.
But I’m not gonna go.
I probably won’t have the money
and
I never liked Bullet For My Valentine.
Ever get that feeling like, when your just getting over something that had kept you down for so long, then once you’re finally starting to put it behind you, someone has to bring the whole thing up and you just break apart because it feels like its happening all over again? I’m sure that made no sense. but that’s how I’ve been feeling.
i dunno…i guess i never really could get into them… (:
sometimes I really just think that all my friends think i’m just so fucking stupid. makes me feel like i should just die sometimes.
I’m afraid I’ll just explode one of these days and just lash out on anyone. then be hated and judged more than I already feel like I am. And I already know no one gives a shit. I was never able to trust anyone…because I was always let down some way or another.
I’m just fucking afraid to tell anyone anything..because I’m so afraid of being rejected for saying the wrong shit. Because that’s how it’s always been.